Preys In Eyes Preview part 4

Stage 1

“Why are you doing that?” I murmured the
sentence out under my breath.

“Because it’s what I have to do to stay alive,
and it’s also what he wanted from me,” The
vampire replied.

“You liar! He didn’t ask for it! Never!”
I yelled in anger.

“But he wanted to satisfy my needs. He wanted to give
whatever I asked from him. He loved me don’t you
see that? So in return I love him in my own way
too, baby.”

This vampire wanted me to believe he had done Takeo a
favor by taking his life. How dare him!
I refused to believe love is something so
hideous, greedy like what he had described.

He explained patiently. “You’d seen how empty
he was, so aimless and sad without me, but I can not
do anything to fill this emptiness for him. So I chose
to end his misery. At the end at least he was happy;
truly happy for the one final time and he’d
thank me for doing it to him ne, and I did it out of
my affection for him as well. Can you see that?”

I meant to say something in reply but he went on, not
waiting for any comment from me. “You had asked
me so many tiresome questions so I think it’d
only be fair for me to ask one single meaningful
question out of you, right?” he smiled sweetly
to me upon speaking. But it only severed to chill me
further.

“Look at you, you’re sweating now do you? Are
you so afraid of me ne? My doing and my theory of love
seem so hideous to your eyes, but let me ask you a
question, whom do you love, huh?”

Again i failed to understand what he meant by this, so
I stood still silently like a fool until eventually he
spoke again.

“I said tell me who is the one in your every
mind, tell me your secret longing and who they belong
to, tell me, tell me, I need to know about it.”

"Say it, Kohta. I know you want to...just say
it...It's easy...you can do it...easy......*easy*...."

Then I know that he was mean to seduce me and reach
into my private mind, find out the secrets that I
couldn’t even admit to myself. I should have
resisted him but I couldn’t resist such
voice, I’m to weak to resist his spell now.

“It’s easy, more easier than you had imagined
it to be, see? You don’t have to hide it from me
anymore, you’re free to tell, it’s
easy…”

Stage 2

“The cute little guy, whom your brother is
seeing, have to be careful of him…”
“Jun? You met him!?” Aiji’s words simply
scared the shit out of me. He had met Jun, Jun of all
people!
And to think what Jun might have done to Aiji.
“Yes, and Kirito, he’s with him now.”
“Kirito? What? You’d seen him too?”
“Yes, they came to me, and Kirito, Kirito
isn’t…something is wrong, terribly
wrong, he isn’t the same.”
“What are you talking about, Aiji? I can’t
understand.”
“Not the same anymore,” He replied quietly.
“Don’t you understand Kohta? Not the same
anymore. No, you still don’t know what happen
yet, don’t you?”
“Aiji, you aren’t making any sense--”
“You’ll know when you see it with your own
eyes! Kohta! You will, but, no, you can’t allow
it happen, right? You can’t see them, you
can’t, Kohta you’ll have to leave. Yes you should leave as soon as possible, be quick, before
it’s too late for you.”
“No! I’m not leaving when I know something is
wrong with you! and I have to know what happen to my
brother!”
“Aiji you have to tell me what happened! Please-”
“TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED? Kohta you’re cruel do
you know that? How could I tell you after they did
things that are so unspeakable to me!!???”
Damn! I was such a fool! Why did I never warn my
friends of the danger underneath Jun’s sweetness
and loveliness? Why did I never even fucking *mention*
it to anyone??
“Just listen to me my friend, don’t do anything
stupid.”
“Too late Kohta, my life is almost over.”
“DON’T EVER SAY THAT!” I screamed
helplessly out of both fear and anger, fear of losing
another friend after Takeo, anger toward the cruel
vampire who had been ruining my friends’ life
all along. “I, I’m coming over to help you
now! Just wait for me Aiji, everything will be fine
again I promise, I would help you.”

And Kirito, what happened to him? I knew what’d
happen to a man if he encountered Jun. And I also
happened to witness what would be the ending of it
before. Damn! I should have known better than believe
in his words! How could I be foolish enough to hope
that Jun won’t harm him?

“No. You don’t need to lie to me Kohta. Things
would never be fine again, at least not to me.”
“Aiji, please don’t-”
“I’m sorry pal, it’s just too
late, there’s nothing you could do to help me
anymore. Be careful of him Kohta, he’s danger and I
realized this fact too late.”
“Please don’t be mad at me, my dear Kohta. I
really have no choose.”
“Aiji!? AIJI!??”
Too late. The line was dead already. I slapped the
phone aside and ran for the door. I had to go to see
Aiji, even I already feared for the worst.

Stage 3

Thirsting, the hunger and the feeling of void was
eating at him now. Such feelings were a purely
torture, why Jun didn’t do something to solve
his need?

Besides this, he didn’t feel well either, a
strange grogginess feeling was troubling him, he felt
weak and dizzy as if he were sick. Something must be
wrong.

“Oh my God, Jun, it feels...it just feels damn
good…”

What had you done to me actually? He wanted to ask but
didn't have the strength to do so. Something in him had
changed so abruptly that it almost scared him. But
whatever you did. I had to admit that I loved it. I
have never, never ever in my life felt so alive
before.

This feeling, it was just so great, so blissful, so
fucking good and amazing to be real, making him dread
that it might be just a dream.

Hell, he suddenly felt like weeping, breaking into
tears just to think he might lose this feeling.

“My poor, poor child. I can see that you’re
suffering now,” Jun replied.

“Not enough. It’s not enough. I want more of
it.”

Jun had a funny way to call him now, but as eerily it
seemed he like the way he called him “my
child”, it just sounded so lovely, so
*natural*.

“You greedy little thing, of course it’s not
enough for you. Look you’re going to feel hungry
again soon. I can see the need building in you
already.” The smaller man teased him playfully.

But he could barely make out what the blonde was murmuring about, but just as Jun had described, he
could surely felt that need, that hunger burning
within him, yearning for more, more, but what? What
was he yearning at exactly?

He had no idea.

“Time to go, Kirito.”

Time to go? Where should he go? All he wanted to do
now was stay here with Jun, staying with him in the
safety and warmth of this chamber.

“But you have to, my lovely one,” Jun whispered
sweetly to his ear, then got up from the bed, smiled
as he followed.

Dreamingly he allowed himself to be led through the
long gloomy corridor to the front door. The wooden
door clicked and slowly swung open. Then Jun pushed
him forward tenderly.

It was dark outside of the house, the night had fall
already. He glared at the darkness that surrounding
the city at night. Feeling confused for the first few
seconds, then turned his back to Jun, who was still
standing beside the opened door, smiling encouragingly
with a knowing smile on his face. “Don’t worry
my child. Just follow what your heart
desire, it’ll lead you to where you belong.
I’ll find you again when you need me,
okay?”

He nodded slightly to the smaller man, and then
started to walk off the doorstep. Slowly he closed his
eyes, in a moment of his own darkness, he saw a figure
of someone he knew.

---Just follow what your heart desires, it’ll
lead you to where you belong.---

Within few more minutes he was out to a anonymous main
street, the startles night surrounding him. With no
particular clear thought left in his mind, all he
needed to know was to reach for Kohta. His senses went
wild as his thirst grew deeper, yelling for
satisfaction.

Kohta.

He should go to Kohta, he needed him, in fact he had
always needed him, how could he be so blind to this
simple fact in the past? Needed to find Kohta, needed
to go to him, needed to see him and Kohta would help
him out...

Stage 4

"I need you, Kohta."

"..."

"I need you badly...you know it don't you?"

"......."

"I know you have always wanted me too, right?" He
smirked. "I can tell by the look in your eyes...little
brother..."

Stop it. Stop saying things like you really want me...

"There should be no secret between us, right?"

It hurts to hear you say that!!!

"so come to me, my beloved..."

Slowly I closed my eyes, taking a deep breath.

"Come to me...I know you will."

And I moved forward.

TBC...

forgive me if my writing look confused....i duno what
i'm writing anyway...+_+

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