Kumo no ito ~The Spiders' Downfall~

Title: Kumo no ito ~the spiders' downfall~

Author: Tashy

Email: bloody_powder_snow@h...

Archive: sure...

Comments: Well. I already posted this fic on the ml awhile ago, and I

hope they don't get mad at me for posting it again! Eek! This one is

six parts long, plus prolouge, plus epilouge. Yay for long fics!

anyway, if the ml gets mad at me for posting it again then I'll stop

posting it. and sorry to those of you who have already read it and

don't wanna read it again. xD this is the prolouge, y0, and it's from

Kirito's perspective. the rest of the fic is in third person though.

yes.

Genre: Angst, ANGST, ANGGGSTTTT! :D don't ya just love it? Oh and

uh...romance, or something. :x

Rating: R o.o probably.

Pairing: Kirito x Kohta, Kohta x Jun, Kirito x Aiji...I think.

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-prolouge-

I wonder what makes me do this. Why am I taking pleasure in

destroying other people's lives? It's a sick thought.

A sick thought that I truly enjoy having.

They're all connected somehow. They're all trapped somehow in my

poisinous web of despair and treason. Glued to some particular

strand, trying to reach others but failing. And they're all so

beautiful. They glitter under my dark gaze.

Of course I care about them. I love them. All are my closest friends,

and I treasure their lives dearly. I treasure them -so much- that I'm

willing to put their own lives in my hands. That's not wrong, is it?

It's just that I can't decide. I can't decide who I want the most.

I want them both.

Even if it ends up hurting all the others around them...I will not

make a decision.

Everyone can judge me, I don't care. I'll bring them all with me down

to my lair. And watch them squirm too, in this web I've fashioned.

Watch with bloody eyes and laugh as my fingers twitch and another

falls.

My cautious firefly.

My lovesick ladybug.

My gentle spider.

My beautiful butterfly.

And could this all be a dream? I can't help but wonder if I'll perish

in this web I've constructed, that in fact it is not my trap but

anothers'...